Hi everybody. Welcome to the blog where I talk about the present.
I miss running. I miss walking. I miss surfing. I miss feeding myself. I miss getting myself dressed. I miss skiing. I miss my parents. But most of all, I miss my daughter.
When my mom was alive, she would make sure my daughter would do simple things with me, like going ice skating, going out for ice cream, doing puzzles, flying a kite. You know, that sort of stuff. But now that she’s not around, I don’t do that much stuff with her anymore. Plus she’s 14. A whole different kid. But, we adapt. Right?
On another note, at therapy, which I go to three times a week, they have me up and walking. It’s pretty cool, but man, it’s tough. It seems that I’m getting more and more used to the wheelchair, and it’s tougher and tougher to stand up. Not good. Sometimes I can’t wait to just sit down. I remember when I used to run around like crazy, you know, when I was working as a fashion photographer, I wished I could just sit down and chill out. Be careful what you wish for. Like my friend here said, life is all about balance. You can’t run around all the time, and you can’t sit down and chill out all the time.
Anyway, that’s about it for this week. I don’t really feel like blogging anymore. See you guys next week. Oh yeah, here’s a link to a film I’m doing with some filmmakers I know, Kimberly and Mia. https://youtu.be/seMahBEpbpU
Love, B. Nice